His plans are still to prosper

What has been intended for evil, you turn it for our good and for your glory. You are perfect in love, you have not forgotten us. Thank you Jesus.

My dear friends

As I am writing this, I am sitting in an airplane, that takes me to Europe. My mother and my daughter are with me. My son and my dog are staying behind, with my sister – I know, they are in good hands, but my heart is breaking just the same.

The reason for this trip is a rather sad one: my mother’s health took a turn for the worse and we need to go back to Europe, to make sure, she can get the best help. She was not the happiest camper in Canada, since she doesn’t speak the language. I am taking her home.

The other, also very sad reason for traveling to Europe is my father’s health. He is in this care facility in Germany and he is not well.

As much as I wanted to have all the plans laid out before me, before I booked a flight, none of that happened. Rather no plans, but a deep trust, that Jesus knows and that he has a plan. He has this all figured out. Otherwise, he would not have had me book the flight. But I felt it very strongly in my spirit, to go ahead and travel now. He has got this, all I need to do, is walk in obedience. Listen closely to the nudgings of the Holy Spirit.

My daughter is traveling with us – this is another prompting I received from the Lord this morning – that I ought to take her along. He heard her plea, and had me act on it. The song that flooded my soul, when I obeyed, was: Holy Spirit you are welcome here…..and all I can say: yes, he is!

Now we are headed oversees. My mom, my daughter and I – trusting him for the best for all of us.

I know he is omnipresent and he is always in all that concerns us. He is in all that we are going through right now. He has it all figured out, and he will direct our steps. This has been his promise all along: when we acknowledge him in all our ways, he makes our paths straight.

I know, that from a human perspective the situation looks very bleak and with not very many turns for the better to be expected. I also know, that many may think, that I am in denial of the facts and the truth.

Far from it – yes, I know it looks bleak, and when I took my mom to Grandparents Day on October 28, I knew full well, that this may be the last time, that she may be able to attend. My parents have been there for twenty years – not saying, that they have always been there, but my two older nieces have started attending Georgetown District Christian School 20 years ago.  Then my children started attending in 2009.

I know, that the medical diagnosis for either one of my parents is not one of future and hope. But that is where I choose to believe, that my God is bigger and that he can still perform miracles.

He has promised me, that he is doing a new thing, that I do not have to dwell on the past. That he is God Almighty, and that he is good. He calls us to trust, that his plans are still to prosper, that he has not forgotten us. He is about to give us a hope and a future.

Recently I heard the testimony of a lady and friend in my church, that he has cured her body of all cancer. He can do it, and he promised, that he healed my mother and my father’s frame.

Despite the bleak diagnosis for my parents, I choose to trust God. He has come through for me a million times. He will not fail or abandon us. He will deliver my parents from the hands of the enemy – the one, that sows doubt and condemnation. He has said it and he is true to his word. The Glory Honor and Praise is his forever and always.

I know, he has a plan in suffering – he pulls us closer to himself, deeper into his embrace.

My precious Jeshua is never going to give up on any soul inhabiting this world right now. There is always time to run to him. His arms are opened wide to receive all of you into his kingdom, which truly is an internal one, but real just the same. And the more souls are joining him there, the more the world will turn into paradise.

He is not giving up on my parents. Health is theirs in Christ Jesus. Here or in death, they will be reunited with the Holy one of Israel. So my heart rejoices. For he has their redemption all planned out already – I am just connecting the dots.

I am grateful, he has chosen me, to be his ambassador, to make a difference in their lives now, and to be instrumental in establishing them in their new place.

I trust the guidance of the Holy Spirit with regards to their future and I will go full out on this trip. The world and it’s limiting views can not scare me, neither can they stop me.

Thank you, Jesus, for being right here with me. You are my beloved and I trust your word more than anything. For you are sovereign over us.

Please, my friends, I covet your prayers for our time in Europe, that there is no opposition of the enemy against the will of Christ. The victory is ours. Jesus won the victory on the cross – please stand in agreement with me on that one.

I love you, my friends – I will be in touch when there is more to say. Stay tuned for a miracle, because my God is bigger than any of the circumstances at hand, he is still doing miracles today. I am trusting him for ours.

In Jesus’ mighty name. Amen

Forever your friend,

Youschka

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The Lord is faithful – his love endures forever 🙌

What has been intended for evil, you turn it for our good and for your Glory. You are perfect in love, you have not forgotten us. Thank you Jesus

My friends,

it’s been a very long time since my last post, but here I am standing stronger and taller in the presence of my beloved. Every trial in the past, he has used, to pull me closer into his embrace.

My circumstances are still the same: the health of my parents has not improved by much, or has actually deteriorated. It’s still 5 to 12 financially speaking – but that already is amazing, as the time has stood still for the last couple of months (he has provided in the meantime for two mortgage payments and he has provided for ⅔ of my daughter’s school tuition) which means it still is 5 to 12 and not 12 yet. Thank you Jesus!

He has provided his redeeming grace for us on many levels – and we are moving upwards. Sometimes it’s more a crawl, but upward none the less.
Today at church, he has reassured me, that he knows exactly where I am at, and where my parents are at. His grace is always sufficient. He knows about our fears, our grievances – and he will make a way, even if we have only a little faith.

Mom has had another cardio version, and it clearly seems, that her strength is coming back – ever so slowly, but it’s coming back.

Grandparents Day at my daughter’s school came and went, and due to my mother’s poor health, I was blessed with a privilege, that mothers normally don’t get: I got to be there and enjoy the program sitting beside my mother, and not working in the kitchen, only sneaking in, to see my daughter’s grade performing. Even though it’s due to a sad cause (my mom not being well), I thoroughly enjoyed the program and the mingling with the grandparents. Thank you Jesus – you always make a way!

Yet, the morning, when I took my daughter to school and I went in to ask to reserve us a seat, cause mom was really slow, and weak, I felt this surge of tears well up inside of me, and the tears kept coming, as I asked for the favor, as I realized, this could very well be the last time either of my parents is around for this special occasion.

I cried for their sake, and I surrendered them to the will of God. If the struggle here on earth gets too much for them, I release them into his sovereign will for them. I even pleaded for God to end their suffering…..as hard as that was. But I know, he will receive them into heaven – and maybe it will only be on the other side of death – as much as I would like them to cross over here, and enjoy some more years being loved on by their children and grandchildren.

God is in control and his plans are to prosper them, even in the dire circumstances they have to walk through right now.

God is faithful – his love never ends – he is always near, and the circumstances are under his control, and his grace is sufficient for us all the time. 

My heart is crying out to my beloved to reveal himself in a very personal and tangible way to my parents – that they would be able to find rest in his embrace, just as I have found it in him a while back.
I am getting ready to travel to Europe this week, to get my father to a hospital in Switzerland and have him checked out and assessed, in order to find the best option possible for his present condition.

My mother is coming with me, as she really longs to go home – to the place, where she speaks the language. Also, even though my parents have not been in a healthy relationship of mutual respect and love, I pray and I believe, that due to the latest happenings in their life, they may actually appreciate each other more and be more forebearing with each other. 

I truly hope, that in that last season of their lives, they will learn to be more mindful of their partners (spouse, children….).

With God all things are possible – my hope is in him, finishing the work he began in them. He is the Alpha and the Omega – from our first breath to our last, we are in his hands.

In Jesus’ name I pray for all of you, and I hope that Jesus is as close to your heart, as he is to mine. I hear his heartbeat in mine, and that makes me the luckiest/most blessed woman on this planet.

Your friend always,
Youschka

Thanksgiving revisited 🍁🍂

What has been intended for evil, you turn it for our good and for your glory. You are perfect in love, you have not forgotten us 🍂🍁

Sweet friends,

just a little while ago, I read the blog I posted a year ago, when my sister and I had just arrived in Switzerland. The days spent in Switzerland  with my parents were amazing. The Lord had orchestrated everything beautifully. The intentions were well set, but unfortunately the peace didn’t last.

Due to doubting, due to power struggles, due to misconceptions it spiraled into division and strife once again, shortly after my sister and I had returned to Canada.

This last year has been one of heartache and one of pointing fingers and blaming others.

The gap to accepting his love and mercy, his grace and his compassion got bigger and bigger.

Despite the fact, that the health of my parents deteriorated considerably over the last year – culminating in my mother undergoing chemo at the beginning of the year, subsequently having pneumonia and a staphylococcus infection, and my dad falling and breaking his femoral neck, followed by a bunch of complications, such as a post operative heart attack, a bladder infection with high fever, you name it – I still firmly believe, that his promise of health and restoration for my original family is ours to receive.

The blessings stored in Heaven that bear our name are eternal, they do not expire. All we need to do, is walk by faith and not by sight. For right now, that truth seems to be far fetched, but if we trusted the Lord with all our heart and did not lean on our own understanding, it could still be ours today.

Therefore, I will never stop believing him for all his promises, he made to me over all these last years, to come to pass.

The miracles he did in the past, he still does them today. They are ours to receive – whenever we are ready.

God is good all the time – Amen -Wishing you a very ‘Happy Thanksgiving’ – today I am most thankful for my children (they are part of the blessings that bore my name, that even though I waited a long time, they were always mine – thank you Jesus), his peace that passes all understanding, and for his faithfulness even in heartache and pain. He is always right there, to give me his strength and to comfort me.

Thankful for family and friends – God knew I needed them. Amen

Yours faithfully,

Youschka

From Servant to Friend, to Brother and Child of God , to beloved, bride of Christ🙌

What has has been intended for evil, you work it for our good and for your Glory. You are perfect in Love, you are Sovereign over us.

Hey friends,

It seems as if I am on a roll. Here is what the Spirit of the Lord has revealed to me just today.

The Old Testament days, mankind were servants of God – they could not stand in his presence, without fear to die, they trembled and did not know, how to approach his throne.

The New Testament days, mankind became friends, disciples and followers of Jesus.

Today, we are children of God, brothers and sisters of Christ, he is our beloved husband, we his beloved bride.

Do you see it? We can now approach the throne of God without blemish, dressed in white (aka righteousness). It’s all due to the sacrificial death that Christ died for us, while we were still sinners.

He wants to be the one we run to at all times, the one we bring the good, the bad and the ugly. All that concerns us. And we can bring him all of us, even our dark side – because nothing is too dark, for him not to make it shiny and new.

Plus he knows it anyway. You cannot hide your heart. He knows your motives and he knows what you are going to do, say, yes even think, before you actually do.

He paid the ultimate price – because he loves YOU!!! Yes, YOU.

We can be ourselves, without being afraid of judgment. If he thinks, you need to change, he will convict you, ever so gently, and you will see why and you will gladly do, what he tells you, because you then will see his point and you will love him.

Can you imagine the Joy he wants to give to you – if we remain in him, like he remains in the father, we, our souls will be filled with an indescribable joy – and this Joy is in the Lord. And this Joy will be ours forever…..even in hardship and trial, you will have peace and joy – because the Joy of Jesus is our strength.

Yesterday the Lord prompted me to surrender my mother and my father AGAIN into his hands. Their sickness and their health are his to define. I cried, because there is nothing I would hate more than them becoming more sick, less themselves, less independent, or them even dying.

But the Lord showed me, that in Christ we are healed, no matter if that is here on earth or in heaven. But again, it’s up to them, if they embrace Christ now or later.

He also showed me, that he has them, and us all covered. For Jesus paid the ultimate price for all mankind at the cross.

Now this is what I call ‘The Good News’ – that is why he has not yet returned. That we all can consciously choose him!

Will you? I sure hope you do! He loves you so much. Talk to him today – he is waiting!

Praise the Lord for his faithfulness – Amen

Youschka

Bottom line

What has has been intended for evil, you work it for our good and for your Glory. You are perfect in Love, you are Sovereign over us.

Hello friends, 

I know, it has been a while – phewww!!! The children are back to school, a couple of relaxing days at Family Camp at Ryde Lake Camp at the end of August came and went.

Sommer seems a lifetime ago, not even sure, if it ever even happened this year, with my mom being sick and weak, my dad falling and breaking his hip. 

Then the scrambling to get everybody set for school, mom not being well again, spending hours at ER at the hospital. Looking after my sister’s dog, when she is away, and him having huge separation anxiety issues (such as pooing and peeing in the house being one of the symptoms when left alone), my mother throwing up because of the medications prescribed by the ER doctor on a somewhat empty stomach. It’s been just crazy, and it seems to never end. 

Not to mention the sometimes dreadful news from across the big pond (aka concerning my dad’s health) – just writing about it, leaves me breathless. 

We’re hanging in there, and even through all this: the Joy of the Lord is our strength. 

In all the turmoil, he has not forgotten us – quite the contrary is true: on two major accounts, he has come through in a very grand and amazing way – one concerning my son, and one concerning my daughter.

Both happened on the same day, and I was in awe and practically, literally, honestly and absolutely floored over his faithfulness and his goodness towards my family. He is simply amazing, and I will never love another! Thank you Jesus – you are so close in my time of need. Thank you.
He never once failed me over the last months, even in the midst of accusations, trial and tribulation, he gave me his peace. I know, he will come through for me always. I know, he will not let the righteous fall, and all my needs are met in the glorious riches in Christ Jesus. 

I surrendered my little family into his hands, I surrendered my parents health into his hands, I surrendered my finances into his hands. And I stand firm in the promises he has given me concerning all that I surrendered. 

He is directing my steps and he is making my paths straight. Thank you Jesus – you are all I need.

So, the bottom line is: Everything that happened over the last years, as hard as it was, it has brought me closer to my precious Jesus’ heart. The more I suffered, the more I needed him, the more I looked for him, the more he found me, and the more I surrendered all of me, the more he drew me into his arms – the safer I felt, the more joyful I became.

I get it now: if he never did more than that, give me his peace and surround me with the knowledge, that he is here with me indeed, I would have all I need. Because from this place of continuously dwelling in his presence, flows the greatest peace, the deepest joy.

And then he floors me with his marvelous blessings, his tremendous grace and his overflowing mercy. 

September 3rd was a day of answered prayers – that day, the heaven opened up and his grace flooded my soul to an extend never imaginable before. Now I know, that truly everything is possible with him, who calls me his own – and he is mine. 

Now I know, that really God is able to do exceedingly abundantly more than what we could ever imagine. He is God Almighty. And he has certainly not forgotten me and my children. Thank you, Jesus, for your great love. If before I doubted, that he would go all the way for me, I don’t anymore.

The Spirit of the Lord sure rests upon this household – and I am still in a state of shock about all that transpired that day. But this is my God – he cares. And if he allows trials, it’s to pull us close, that we will feel his great and awesome love.

Then mom got sick, and I had to take her into emerge. This could have caused the peace to flee. But no way – again, the Lord provided wisdom and knowledge of his goodness and that truly he loves mom, too. He is cleansing her system. And sometimes that comes through sickness – that she would have nowhere else to go, but return to him, who loves her more than anyone here on earth could.

He has been faithful since the beginning of time – and he is not going to quit now. That is another one of his promises, I lean in on today: he, who began the good work in us, will never quit, until the coming of the Lord.

May this be of comfort to you, as you may live through trials of many kind. God will use them all for your very best. He is going to give you the desires of your heart – just delight in him.

Jesus is Lord, and in him we have fullness of joy! Forever.

Amen,

Youschka 💖

My heart is full of H O P E 😊❤️👍🎉🙌

What has has been intended for evil, you work it for our good and for your Glory. You are perfect in Love, you are Sovereign over us.

Dear friends

We are at camp right now – my children, my son’s best friend and I – even though it has been rainy yesterday, we still got some kayaking (the boys) and peddling boat time in before it rained again. 

We have been blessed with some amazing rainbows these last couple of days. Just absolutely gorgeous! Thank you Lord – the rainbow always reminds me of your promises to us, your beloved children from Noah’s time. 

His promises to me have been manifold, and he has given me tremendous insight and wisdom with regards to my/our future over the last week. Incredible.

I released another great chunk of fear to him, realizing more and more, that I am indeed his beloved daughter, his princess, and not only that, I am his bride – and he owns the cattle on a thousand hills, he holds the earth in his hands, he formed the galaxies, he holds the stars in their place, and has been doing so since the beginning of time. How could I not trust him, to provide for my needs. I know he is faithful, he is perfect in Love, and all my needs will be met in his glorious riches in Christ Jesus.

My heart is full of hope – my soul remembers it’s true place and it’s inheritance in Christ. I am speechless and I am being changed from glory to glory, I can almost see forever. He will never ever let me fall. Thank you, Jesus. I love you more than I could have ever fathomed, when I first met you.

You are my all, and forever you will be. I hope you allow him to conquer your heart as well.

He deserves your deepest devotion and love. Off to new shores – with a greatful heart we are embracing the new on many levels (a new school year, high school, the best us yet). 

Thank you Jesus, for your Mercy, your Grace, which is always sufficient for us.

Amen – forever in/with and for Christ, 

Youschka 

Will the nightmare ever end?

What the enemy intends for evil, you work it for our good and for your glory! You are perfect in love, you are SOVEREIGN over us! 🙌

My dear friends,

The last weeks have been a nightmare on so many Levels, it feels like I am going through the ringer once again.

My father is still in the hospital, he lost consciousness after lunch when he was being helped into bed from his chair. But thankfully it was no heart attack, and he did not hurt himself again. Yet, it’s very unsettling, when you are across the ocean on a different continent.

Financially speaking it’s 5 minutes before 12 – I still have no clue, how I will be able to afford life in the future. Yet, my hope is in the Lord, he brought me here, he knows my predicament, and I know he has a plan, and his plans are still to prosper!

He says in his word, that I ought not to worry about what I will eat or what I will wear, nor where we, my children and I will find shelter – he dresses the flowers in the fields with a splendor, that no human made garment can hold, he feeds the birds in the sky, and am I not more valuable to him, than those?

So, even though I am nearing the end of my rope, I know, that he will not forsake me, neither will he allow my enemies to triumph over me.

Over the last years, he has taught me, what he expects from me, what obeying his will truly means. Over the years, despite my dire circumstances at times and even though I could not comprehend the why, I obeyed. Because of that, I know he will make my paths straight.

Therefore I am safe in his hands. He is the one, who holds my tomorrow, not the world, not mammon, nor any of my enemies.

Sadly my enemies are the ones that should be the ones looking out for me and my children. Elas, this is not the case…..yet I am not in despair, nor am I without hope, because I know, my precious Jesus knows every breath I take and every step I make, and he will walk me through it.

God is good, and he will not let the righteous fall, and even if the world forsakes me, he never will.

In him I place my trust – I know where my help comes from: My help comes from the Lord.

I am exhausted, but firmly I take the next step….. #walkingintofreedom from oppression. Once and for all. Amen

Forever your friend,

Youschka

My best is yet to come – Amen, Yes and Selah 🙌

What the enemy intended for evil, you turn it for our good and for Your GLORY – You are perfect in Love, you are SOVEREIGN over us.

Hello friends,

It’s been a few weeks, months filled with turmoil and challenges. My parent’s situation is hard, as they both walk through rough times. I have been their caretaker for the last month and a half – it’s been hard. I am exhausted. But I am glad, I could be there for them in their time of great need. God knew I was needed here.

Without the strength of my Lord flowing through me, I could not have done it. Non stop was the motto of this summer.

Nothing has been solved, but I am still trusting that the plans of the Lord are good and that he will provide for all my needs. I know he will, I just do not quite know yet, what this means for us (my children and I first and foremost, but also for my original and extended family.)

What I know for certain, is, that my help comes from the Lord, I shall never look for help elsewhere. I know, that his blessings can only be received with clean hands and a pure heart. The righteous will reap his blessings, the wicked will not. They may receive the riches of the world, but they will never find the peace only Christ can give.

This is what I read the other day, and it resonates strongly with me: Peace floods the soul, when Christ rules the heart. Amen, Yes and Selah. This is his gift to me.

Despite the dire circumstances with regards to my parent’s health, my finances, all the struggles I had to face in the course of this year……his peace still remains. I know, he is at work to give me my heart’s desire, because I delight in him alone. He is my rock, and my deliverer. In him I place my trust. God is good, and he always will be. His great love for me endures forever. In this I find my joy and in this I find my strength.

The song that flooded my soul all summer long was this: You are my hiding place, you always fill my heart with songs of deliverance, whenever I am afraid. I will trust in you…. – he is faithful and I love him so.

Often times, when I walked in the beautiful Engadin Valley with my dog, and the tears were rolling down my face due to all that has been happening over the last while, my sweet sweet Jesus always comforts me, and gives me his peace.

For that I am eternally grateful – all else will fall into place, according to his timing. 

Faith in God includes faith in his timing. Even so I would like to receive my miracle rather sooner than later, rather today than tomorrow. Yet I trust in him.

I know that his plans are still to prosper, and that my best is yet to come. I believe the same for my parents. Trusting and believing for so much more, I pray that you do, too. That you know, with Christ, your best is yet to come. Always.

Your forever friend
Youschka

His word today – such a blessing 🙏❤⛪️🙌

What the enemy intended for evil, you turn it for our good and for Your GLORY – You are perfect in Love, you are SOVEREIGN over us.

My dear friends,

it’s been a while, that I have been in touch – I hope you are all doing well. It’s been an intense time for me and my family. We have travelled from Canada to Switzerland, and we are now with my parents, providing care for them. But thankfully, they both are in better shape than I had prepared myself for. I am not saying that they are in great shape, but better just the same.

The last 3 Sundays I was blessed with beautiful church services here in the Engadin Valley….and the weather has been more than beautiful since we got here (sunny and hot, yet better bearable than down in the valley). God has been good.

Mentally and emotionally – even spiritually was sometimes a little trying, but when ever I cry out to him, either for comfort or direction, he never ever fails me. His Spirit dwells inside of me, and when the world tries to bring me down, he sure is there, to lift me up.

Every morning, I am listening to Amy Grant’s song ‘First Love’ – as this is my Alarm…. – and it’s true: when all these earthly battles seem to never end, he simply lifts me up, and rests me in his peace. And I am more than grateful.

He shows me his ways and he shows me, how much he really loves me….. – and even though my reality is still filled with pain, uncertain future….. – I know, that my trust is in him alone, and he will not fail nor abandon me. My help comes from him. Always.

Today in this most gorgeous service with Posaunenchor…..brass instruments….his word for me was strong and powerful. God blesses those who are merciful….God blesses those whose hearts are pure….. – He calls me to be the salt of the earth and I shall not hide my light under a basket, but let it shine for him…..that all should see, that the people shall praise my heavenly father.

Despite the challenges and hardships my children and I have been walking through for the last years…..we will be blessed, because we are humble and merciful, because our hearts are pure…..and because we do not claim the glory for all the good in our lives, but we gladly give all the Glory to him, who died for us….he will not let our enemies triumph over us. He will not let his own be put to shame. His promises are true today as they were yesterday and as they will be tomorrow.

As I walked to the church this morning, and I heard the church bells calling the believers to worship, my heart overflowed with love for my precious Jesus – the moments that are spent one in Spirit with the risen Lord, are refreshing and give me the will to continue the walk, and not falter in the face of adversity. I will never ever give up. He is my portion and he is enough. Forever.

Amen
Youschka

His Love never runs out…..never runs out on me ❤

What the enemy intended for evil, you turn it for our good and for Your GLORY – You are perfect in Love, you are SOVEREIGN over us.

Okay, my friends,

his love truly is a fountain, that never ever runs out on us…..Praise, Honour and Glory to him, who created us in his image, who provisioned that we could share in his Glory – thank you Jesus, for your great love for me and my children.

Yesterday (This was written on Thursday June 18th, 2015) was a day filled with tears and a deep set sadness, as my son’s friends from his old school graduated – we both went to the ceremony and we congratulated each and everyone afterwards. I am proud of my son, for he cared more for his friends, and to celebrate their achievements than to feel sorry for himself, or even to feel jealous. He has grown up a lot and I firmly believe that the Lord will restore what the evil one wanted to take from him (his self worth and a whole lot of other things, that proved to be hard over the last years).

I have cried a bunch of tears at the ceremony, as I very strongly felt, that he should have been there with his friends – I asked the Lord to help me to forgive and let go of what happened in the past – I have asked this before, and he has helped me, to do so, but yesterday, seeing his class graduate ripped the old wound open again…..I need my precious Jesus to come and comfort this hurting mother’s heart – I know he will, and I know that we will all heal and that he will turn this for our good, and for his Glory.

The verses he has given me for my son – the promises I have received for him, will prevail. The verses were: Isaiah 43:18-21 and Isaiah 62:2-4 – He is faithful and I know he has great plans for my boy.

His testimony will be huge – right now he struggles with his faith, because of the hardship he had to endure, and because his faith got shattered, when grace was not enough for his transgressions on the day that brought our life, as we new it for the 4 years before, to an abrupt end.

Yet, thankfully the Grace of God is always enough! The Lord changed my way of looking at life and all things concerning us, he gave me his eyes and he renewed my mind. He gave me the ability to extend more and more grace to my children, my family at large, and all my fellowmen. Jesus died for all of our sins – past, present and future – all we have to do, is to receive his Grace and Forgiveness.

He chose me to be the vessel of Grace to my boy and I am very very grateful for that. Thank you Jesus – you have come through for me and for my children more than once, in all kind of different settings and on many many levels – how can I not trust you with my life and that of my children?

He is faithful and just – He is SOVEREIGN over us and his promises will prevail. There is no doubt about that – thank you Jesus ❤

His love truly never ever runs out! I am grateful, that I get to hear him whisper to my heart, how much he loves us, that all I can do, is rejoice in his presence and walk boldly into the future, he prepares for us.

God is good All the Time – Amen

Always your friend,
Youschka